This is a private blog for me & all those who struggle with weight loss. I've been over weight all of my life and I just simply can not do it any more. I have taken positive steps to a better life and I keep praying the effects will be lasting.18 years old 5'7
HW:211 CW:198 GW:150 Leave me messages I'm here for support too.
# yeah i did that
I’ve noticed that this inane struggle is something that is a lot more than losing fat, it’s also about accepting the person you will become. Some over weight people live a borderline sheltered life lead by themselves. I feel as if I have become an old character in a new book, living slowly and with no remorse for not fucking holding a vigorous life. Everyday that there is one pound down my nerves and natural anxiousness explode and I think about the life I could have if I was more comfortable in my body. In complete honesty, I am scared to live this other world of me, and say good ridden to the comfortable systems I have created already.
Journey Start Date: 2000
Journey With No End